xman500's blog - I've become so numb I can't feel you...

numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the presure of walking in your shoes

Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow

{Refrain:}
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becomming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that your smothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart, right in front of you

Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow

And every second I waste, is more than I can take

{au Refrain}

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

{au Refrain}

{x2}
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

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# Posted on Thursday, 14 December 2006 at 1:48 PM

in th end

In the end
[It starts with]
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
One thing I don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so [far]
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know